I didn’t sleep last night. Or the night before. I’m trying to fill in the time I still have to finish up my thesis for my endorsement today. I went to school in a haze, not knowing what might happen since I got traumatized the last time it happened to me, because a lot of people I loved and cared for were hurt by some professor *winks*. Good thing our adviser now is so light to be with, I would be bothered to not visit him for consultations. I showed him my endorsement papers (which is surprisingly thicker and more substantial than the one before) and the next thing I know, I GOT ENDORSED.
While we waited for a cab home (mom was with me), a woman and her 6 year old (im assuming) son walked past us. The boy looked back at me as I took a sip on my DCream Milk Tea (comfort drink) and he smiled at me. There’s this feeling of assurance in his face translating that everything’s going to be okay, knowing I was dead tired and still have an EARLY schedule for my thesis defense. That kid reminded me of what it meant to be significant again.
I’m hoping for the best. God did have a better plan. I shall never doubt this time, or any time ever.
(Really sleepy, sorry for sloppy writing. Just came back to blogging my feels, again.)